Need you now...

i've been neglecting my blog again for centuries (OA) well actually, it is not the only thing i've been neglecting these past few months of my life so its not really a big deal. anyways, yeah you probably read my whining and ranting from my last post and all that emo shits that i've been through. I can't say that i already recovered from that downtime of my life but at least i am on the process. I still experienced a lot of misfortunes due to my stupidity overload, just like yesterday where i, for the love of God, left my keys again at home.. but tnx to PAPA JESUS (lol) i am still lucky to be able to reach home before hail fell from the dark gloomy skies of toronto. see it ain't that bad right compared to.... (lugaw)

i am so excited for saturday. in my almost 4 years stay here in Canada, this would be the first time that i'll be gracing the grounds of Nathan Phillips Square to attend the celebration of Philippine Independence Day (aka PND). too bad bro won't be performing this month but its ok, Patrick and his band would be so at least we still have something to look forward to. I hope it'll be fun. Another thing to be thankful to PAPA JESUS, i was able to find someone to get my shift and to add to that, she even requested if i could take her shift with the same time length which is awesome! i won't be losing anything for the favour that i asked. woot woot.. now i can say life's good! hehe (i think i haven't typed those 2 words for sooooo freaking long)


i wanna post this song, it explains everything i felt two days ago.. like i am seriously crying before going to work and if its not enough, when i reached work, ran, swiped, and opened the doors.. this song started playing inside the store.. like,,,, are you seriously kidding me??!?!?!


yeah, rage mode. i need the chill pill soon!

and.. i am still posting the song right??? right... hahahah

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now by EMI_Music

lyrics:



Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.


It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.


Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.


It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.


I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.


It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call, but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.


I just need you now.


Oh baby I need you now.


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oh and yes, there's beck taxi and the ttc bus stops.. obviously, the video was filmed here in toronto.

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story behind this: i just woke up from a very very emotional dream... and i cried right away... the last 5 words of my dream haunted my heart so much.. add that this is the song playing when I woke up... its weirdness to the max but...

this song explained the whole thing.. i can't elaborate much...

i smell tears again. haha! stop it. its annoying..



dg