coming back from 3 or 4 day hiatus

hehe! yeah.. gosh! its been what? 3 or 4 days without me updating my blog.. haiz.. i've been suffering from major major headache.. maybe this is what i get from not sleeping too well for the last 3 weeks,, dang! what can i do? so many stuffs to be done... anyways, here's what happened with me the last N days...

last friday, me and my BFF susana went DVD hunting in brimley.. hehe.. we had a lot of fun.. there was this stall who is selling a lot of good chinese/taiwanese series but.. i am really hesitating to go in coz.. its really hard to converse with the owner for she can't speak english.. i think i can count on my fingers all the english words she knew.. but.. susana insisted on going in! grr.. i told her the situation and i think she is not believing what i just told her.. anyways, i proved myself right! bwahahah! we were like... doing hand signs, i told her i want to see it, instead she left us... hahah! funny scenario.. i even tried to speak ISWAK in its chinese words..lolz..i was really LMAO!!! at least i was able to buy a dvd of the korean series MY GIRL which is my absolute love... and an iswak dvd without subs.. i will try to pm this member of our site and tell her i already have the dvd.. then... there.. we just roamed around.. met up with my mom.. bought another set of dvds... and 2 pretty tops.. dang!! its the most expensive top i've bought!! like 2 for $43.. i know.. WTH am i thinking.. but.. oh well... its not something you would see anywhere so i think its something worth of its price.. plus its in a magazine.. lolz!!! then after that, me and my mom went home together.. ate.. blahs

... and then my brother called up and asked me if i want to join them for a KTV night,.. i said yeah why not since its not often that i go out to have some fun with friends.. so they picked me up and we drove somewhere in the north... we found this place which i completely forgot the name and we held our KTV session there.. oh btw, it was me, my bro, lawrence, migs and erllyn.. i consumed 2 bottles of bud and sang a lot of songs... haha! even my favourite NO AIR and BLEEDING LOVE was there... bwahahaha! and then we took off at around 2:30am but before that, erllyn had a silly argument with the staff because.. of overcharging.. imagine, they are tending the shot of JACK DANIELS and like., maybe half a can of coke individually! she didn't expect that its like that.. though i think its silly to argue because of that but i think she also had a point.. and also, the effin manager is a bastard!!! well, we didn't get any from that argument.. such a waste of saliva and effort...

then, crazy coz all of a sudden we were like... EI LETS GO TO NIAGARA... haha! and the next thing we knew migs is already exiting 401 and on our way to the southern part of Ontario.. bwahahaha! fun fun fun!!! i never experience that kind of road trip! inside the car we had so many funny conversations like... guessing the right tagalog term for some english words... and we played some pranks with the Mcdonalds' drive thorugh ppl where my brother is using this odd accent to order our food. Funny coz we saw that the manager is already FUMING mad over us... hahhah!!! cool stuff!!.. but actually its kinda sad coz we were not able to spend a lot of time in NIAGARA for there are no as in NO!! available parking space for us to just chill by the falls,.. lolz.. ibet it will really be a CHILL SESSION coz its effin chilly.. like i think the temp. by the falls was around -14 degrees or more... add up the wind chill.. dang! over the window, i saw some parts of the falls covered with ice.. if only we can go out and see the view.. that would be amazing!!!!

so we went home.. tried to stay awake for i don't want to make our driver sleepier.. hehe... 1st time to see toronto's sunrise.. its pretty coz you can see a lot of layers of colors in the sky.. haiz.. haven't see it that way eversince we went camping last 2007. reached home around 7 am.. had like 3 hours sleep and went to work! pretty tiring for me... i was not in my full mode at work so i had some mishaps.. may 2-3 of em.. hehe.. sorry walmart... niagara trip is more impt that work.. lolz....kidding

so.. yeah.. what else.. was able to have a marathon for MY GIRL! like i haven't seen it before... it was my 2nd favourite korean drama ever!!! i love yoorin and gongchan!! waaaaaaaaa junki is a pretty doll here but look at him closely and you'll see he is actually very very handsome.... haiz...

then.. what else... ummm was able to make 2 fanarts.. aish! i made the cartoon one for 3 hours!!! too many things to do... and a lot of trial and error... but i love the outcome.. putting the colors is the hardest... i had to search for the right brush and color for the skin and hair... haiz.... neways here they are.. crediting http://psd.tutsplus.com for the tutorials i used...




hope you like them.. i already posted them in arjoe.net... anyways, til tomorrow again.. i have a shift early tom morning to i need to sleep now... or else.. lolz... bye bye,,,



oxox



=) deah
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JAM JAM

hihi.. i strayed aways from arjoe.. well sort of except for that peep that i did to see this s*$(#*# arjoe fan who.. again.. won't just shut up and rant about her doubts and complaints about the recent news and stuffs!! akkkkk i don't wanna get into details to that for i am sick and tired of them.. like one of the poster there said, its like within 2-3 pages of that thread, there'll be someone who'll post there to whine and whine there... about how they think arjoe is like this and that..arg!!! kill me please!!!!!

anyways, back to the INTERESTING part of my post.. ahaah!! i bet i'll be the only one enjoying this.. hahah!!! ok, i've been jamming here with.. MYSELF.. plus the covers of GUITARTUTEE.COM <--- my favourite acoustic site.. and sang some tunes.. hihi. .and even did a cover with me doing the guitar and hihi.. singing... you might think its silly but hey! better stick out of my business! lolz... meanie me.. lolz, just try to give me this chance.. hope you'll not think the "SINGING TALENT" thing that i am gonna exhibit in the next few secs must just be hidden inside my grandmama's chest.. heheehhe.... here you go.. here's me singing:

TORETE by MOONSTAR 88 (using guitartutee's cover)




My cover (me playing guitar and singing) gomen for i am not focusing on my voice.. lolz, i haven't memorized the tabs of this song yet....




and... my favourite song... BREAKAWAY by KELLY CLARKSON

aish.. i dunno.. if you despise my voice or any comment.. just post up.. I am not a singer or sth. just sharing my talent (which some of you might want me to just keep it hidden..hahah)

see you... no work for me tomorrow!!! wahahaah! weeeheee


=) deah
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Wanting to watch CONFESSIONS OF SHOPAHOLIC!

yeah i've been wanting to watch that film since i am a majoe sophie kinsella lover though i haven't read her new book but i have it already.. waa! maybe i'll just buy it in brimley! lolz... anyways so how is me.. i just woke up.. i told may i'll just have a nap for i am so sleepy but instead i got caught up to a deep sleep. hihi... its 6am already.. dang! they said it'll snow again later.. waaa! after days of no-snow.. yeah ppl its back again.. hopefully i'll be our last for the season. anw.... right now i am in the mood of cutting the bei hou clips and upload it in YT for viewing.. hope may and gio will decide to translate that one... we still have 2 or 3 clips in line for subbing including the GOLDEN EAGLE interview of arjoe during their visit in changsa last week. IFS released hardsubbed version of ariel's TRUE LOVE 18 and i am downloading it.. want to watch that one for ages.. good thing they decided to do it even if its just a side project. Better that nothing right!!!

there are news floating in taiwan where in they are claiming ariel has been hospitalized for 8 days because of a brain surgery?!?!?!? how can you just me confined in a hospital for 8 days if you undergone a brain surgery?? how???? these tw press can't even make a simple research before giving out news regarding ppl in e-circle.. they know it'll stir up some talks especially Ariel is famous in TW. haiz.... these ppl are so nuts! i don't believe it. but i am also in a little way concerned coz its Ariel.. i love her sooooo much! hope she's ok or anything...

ok back to me... i dunno what's with me at work i kept on laughing,, lolz... maybe i am that bored. and also i kept teasing chris! haha! i am speculating, by the level of what i've been doing, in a matter of 1 hour if i won't stop i'll be punched in the face!! hahaha kidding.. he won't do that to me... lolz! he's my CHRISSY!!! bwahahaah! omg.. am laughing.. he'll definitely kill me if he reads any of these... STAY AWAY FROM MY BLOG CHRIS!! lolz....

i went home from work with my mom... she bought a lot of home stuffs that was - ermm on sale... one is not.. dang! $27 for a shower curtain??? i won't buy such!!! lolz, i bought a comforter set which cost $40 well its worth it. i am trying to invest on beddings coz this friend of mine told me that i should coz beddings stuffs are the last thing you see and feel before you sleep and the 1st thing you see or feel again.. after waking up.. so yeah! i think she got me convinced by that.. lolz... so later this day since i don't have anything to do except for my online routines... i am gonna have a room-cleaning day again... hehehe...

sooooo... yeah more or less those are the things that happened to me today.. returning to the thing about my title.. i regret selling off all my shopaholic books.. huhu! the only thing i had right now is the shopaholic and baby.. i promise not to give it away!!!!! over my dead body! lolz...

see you.. leaving you a clip from arjoe's duet last december 31, 2008 and this is a fanclip which exhibits how SWEET THEY ARE during the duet! omg...

happy watching! credits to tudou uploader.. no credits due to me...


see yah!!!!

=)

=) deah
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Movie Marathon with the ARCEGAS

Went to Tosca's place this afternoon coz pierrelynn celebrated her birthday.. it must be a surprise.. but ended up with them being surprised of me being sooo late!! hahah! silly me.. we did a judy ann movie marathon.. watched TIL THERE WAS YOU and MAGKAPATID (siblings). lolz... i had a lot of fun there... you see, when we are together, the 3 of us.. its like major loudness! like we always own the place we were because we talk like there's no tomorrow... hahah! and good food! KARE KARE!! waa! my all-time favourite!! kudos to camille coz she cooked it good! hihi.. went home at around 10:30.. buses are soo few because we are having a public holiday today (family day) i have to wait like 45 minutes before my bus arrived. ended up reaching home so late. my mom kept on giving me bad roars.. which i am completely clueless why.. so i just settled on locking up inside my room and chat with may.

btw, i have been busy with subbing the last few days and here are the 2 recent clips that i subbed. Translations for these are credited to my dearez maytan and gio

Joe Cheng reminiscing his past china visit
talks about dubbing of his voice in Love or Bread

Joe Talks about how he'll spend valentines and most cherished gifts

and

ANNOUNCING THAT ASIANFANATICS.NET ALREADY STARTED THE POLLS FOR THEIR AF GOLDEN GLOBES 2008

AND OUR GOLDEN COUPLE IS *OF COURSE* ONE OF THE NOMINEES!!!!!! PLUS THEY KISS AGAIN!!!! WAAA!!

PLEASE PLEASE HELP US BRING THEM VICTORY BY VOTING FOR THEM!!!

HERE ARE THE LINKS:
[u]
FOR BEST TAIWAN ACTOR AND ACTRESS: (JOE CHENG/ARIEL LIN)[/u]

http://asianfanatics.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=625287&st=0

[u]BEST SERIES AND CHEMISTRY (THEY KISS AGAIN/JOE CHENG AND ARIEL LIN)[/u]

http://asianfanatics.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=625299&st=0

[u]FAVOURITE FEMAKE AND MALE CHARACTER (JOE CHENG AS ZHI SHU/ARIEL LIN AS XIANG QIN)[/u]

http://asianfanatics.net/forum/index.php?showtopic=625302&st=0



If someone from AF is reading this, please help us in bringing ARJOE and TKA to victory by voting... it will end on MArch 1, 2009.

to arjoe.net members, hope you like the new banner and poster.. banner from me, poster from kerstin =)

see you guys!!!



=) deah
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HEARTS HEARTS?!?!

haiz.. hearts day... since i arrived here in Canada, this day doesn't really appeal to me at all unlike before.. though i find it too mushy to celebrate valentines with your loved one but.. when the day comes, you'll still do.... haiz.. i missed a day without blogging.. BAD DEAH!! hehe.. so what's up...

for VDAY i was stuck in walmart... seeing lots of couples having flowers at hand... or guys buying presents.. aww... ewww.. ahaha! mixed feelings.. maybe its because a part of me is JEALOUS waaa! i don't want to elaborate more.. i might burst out! huhu... all i can say is, i hate working on the CLOSING SHIFT! its damn boring!!!

Me, may and gio are into subbing right now.. Good thing may is in her -non-tamad-days- as of the moment.. hope it'll stay for that long though.. BIG APOLOGIES to gio sis for not including you in the credits.. may didn't inform me that you are the one who translated it! don't worry i already edited out the subs and the credits.. hihi.. thanks sis for all...

subbed videos can be found in our Youtube Channel:

http://www.youtube.com/user/ycycadmin

or you can go to my links on the left <<<<<<<<< there.. hehe... and i have it posted there... its all about joe.. we are trying to work on the GOLDEN EAGLE interview of arjoe last Feb 8, 2009 so watch out for that. To get the latest clips from our channel, subscribe to it!! hihi.. we would really appreciate it!

ok see you guys! and thanks to all who loved the banner i made for YCYC.... thanks and keep on supporting the site by posting and sharing all your thoughts...


as for me, i need to sleep.. later, be working 11:30 am til 6pm.. haiz... no church again for me!! waa! i miss my weekly divine intervention!!

see you guys and hi to Flor! thanks for reading my blog.. i really appreciate it!

bye bye.. CEEYAW!!!

I am back in AF btw!! woohoo after my long hiatus.. sort of.. lolz... hehe..



=) deah
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Rough Translation of Love or Bread Novel Ending

As to what the title imply, i'm gonna post here the rough translation of the NOVEL version of Love or Bread. I bet you will love it more than what they showed in the series. Love FRANK!! omg... hehe...

credits to my sister maytan for this.. Thanks sis!!! this transcript never fails to make me cry!!! i love frank so much.. hehe... ok ok..i know.. i still have to line up.. hhaha!!

this will start after Frank and Shan Mei separated ways, walking in an opposite direction.. on the 12th episode...


even if frank is already out of shan mei's life
frank did not really go very far
he started working hard and even if it was hard, at least he is earning well
and he decided not to buy branded goods anymore.
his workplace is not far from shan mei's
so everytime he misses her
he will stop by since it was convenient to go there and steal glances of her
but everytime he goes there, he sees things that make his heart in pain
when shan mei goes home from work, he will look at her while she is waiting for the bus...
only to find en hao waiting for her so he can send her home with his car...
and him...the one who is looking at her from afar can only say goodbye to sm from afar..
when it is raining, he will try to bring an umbrella for shan mei to use...only to find someone already holding an umbrella for her
he can only give away the umbrella he brought for her to a passerby
frank will sometimes pass by the house of shan mei's family with hopes of seeing her
he did saw her...and she was carrying a lot of things
but before he can decide if he will show himself to her or not...en hao is there, gathering the things from shan mei..and help carry those things for her
he then hears shan mei inviting en hao and tell him that she will cook for him as a token of appreciation for his help
they go inside the house and frank could only think that they look like a happy married couple
frank thinks to himself: he is a prince charming...and he rides his horse fast (his progress for wooing shan mei is fast)
frank laughs at himself and tells himself just dont steal glances of her anymore
it will only give a lot of pains for him
but in the end, he still cant help it and continues to look at her
he realize that from the time he left shan mei, aside from work nothing else interests him
frank then turns around..tell himself he doesnt want to see shan mei and en hao anymore....
shan mei sees a figure from afar
and she stops before entering the door...
en hao asked her what's the problem and she said she thought she saw someone she knew
shan mei thinks to herself: was that frank?
the image looked like him but shan mei can't be sure
frank doesnt know where to go...
she found ke na...but lost contact again...
ke na closed the coffee shop and decided to teach dance to kids
ke na said it's because of the things frank told her
even if she cannot be a dancer she can still help others fulfill their dreams to dance
if frank cannot be with ke na..then where should he go?
shan mei thinks that things are going well for her and en hao...but is this what love really is?
everytime she's eating w/ en hao in a 5 star resto...she will suddenly remember the times she was eating noodles with frank by the roadside
those times were hard and tiring...but when she thinks of it ...it makes her smile
that time they (shan mei and en hao) were caught by a paparazi holing hands
shan mei was even called a cinderella
En Hao told shan mei, i want to hold ur hand 4ever like this ... then he proposed marriage to shan mei...
then... we'll go to the wedding day....
on the day of the wedding, shan mei looks at herself in the mirror..
the reflection she's seeing is an elegant-looking girl who is about to enter en hao's world
she knows that en hao's feelings for her is real..
but what about hers?
can she really accept this?
what was she thinking when she accepted the proposal?
she picks up the magazine that lin long wanted her to sign
the picture in the magazine was taken the night en hao proposed...
she stared hard at the picture.........and discovers something............
this is......................
behind her and en hao, standing far away behind them is a figure......is that...frank?
looking at the picture in the magazine, shan mei almost cannot believe what he's seeing before her eyes
it turns out that those weren't just hallucinations after all
she always felt that someone was looking at her from afar
but everytime she will turn to back to look..the figure disappears
Then she realize, frank didn't really forget her
he was just there, silently standing behind her all the time
this thought moved shan mei
after that she entered the church
she saw all her friends and family
they are all happy for her
and then she thought of franks image
every step towards en hao, requires a lot of strength from her
now that she is walking towards him, she is thinking of another man...that is not fair to en hao...that is not fair to herself too
if she marries en hao, she wouldn't have to worry about a thing...but she knows that life isn't just about that
all along the person who has captured her heart was never en hao after all
right this moment she is sure of it!
as en hao takes her hand it becomes more difficult for shan mei to move forward
she cannot accept this and go on.she does not deserve this at all
she smiles sadly at en hao...as if saying she's deeply sorry...she knows he will understand
right there and then, en hao let go of her hand and nodded his head
shan mei looks at him thankfully and runs out of the church.. away to find him...

Frank's POV while the wedding is happening
for frank today is the saddest and luckiest day for him at the same time
while on the street he met the police...
he was told that the fake landlord was captured...he can get his ring back at the police station
also the house where he and shan mei used to live was being rented out again
the owner has arrived from US
and is renting the house again
even if he cannot recover the life he have shared with shan mei, at least he can stay at the house where he discovered love
important dates for sm
he sits down below a tree and thinks
he tells himself not to think of shan mei anymore
today she will get married to someone else...
she will have no more problems...this result is the best result
he was the one who gave shan mei up to en hao anyways...so he should not regret what he did
"young man, would you like me to help you tell your future?
i see your aura is quite good"
frank looks at the person and realized it was the old fortune teller
"i remember you! you told me before that i will become rich!
but now, not only am i not rich but i also lost the only woman i love!"
the fortune teller tells him, "the woman that your heart have been missing is also missing you just the same
your destiny is long------dont give up"
frank thinks: she's already getting married today, if he doesn't give her up...what is that supposed to mean?
franks says: "stop talking non sense!"
frank stops in his tracks when the fortune teller suddenly said:
"looking at things
you and her will meet soon
if not now, today, if not today now.."
Ignoring the Fortune teller, frank just left
and thinks that he and shan mei's destiny was those 3 months they were together
he was not able to treasure her, protect her...so in the end he can only accept that he will lose her
the fortune tells him "your destiny is written in the paper that i gave you
you must not take what i told you lightly..."
Frank formally moves into the house where he and shan mei lived together
he cleaned the house well..just like the way it was when shan mei was still around
frank sits by the window and looks afar
he reminiscing all those things that has happened between the 2 of them
back then it seemed so troublesome but now...all of it brought smiles to him
the new him wants to move towards shan mei direction
be responsible
he wants to live well in this house even if, now it is only him by himself
frank turns around and sees someone dressed in a wedding gown
he thinks? shan mei???
why is she here?
shouldnt she be walking on the red carpet with en hao?
frank thinks that maybe he misses shan mei too much so he is hallucinating like she is here

[cai jin lai!]

he heard the familiar voice...
he turns around and then finally belives that it is for real
she uses her hands to wipe the sweat off her face...it looked like she came from very far
frank wanted to say "i am not cai jin lai! i am frank"....but no voice came out of his mouth

[zeng shan mei------]

frank forced the voice out of his mouth
frank was thinking
did she run all the way here from the wedding?
did en hao really let her go?
can her family accept her doing something like this?
he have so many questions, but cannot ask even one
frank then remembered the fortune teller from this morning
the paper he was talking abt, was posted on top of his bed

- explanation -
The Fortune teller wrote something for him right?
He told frank that his destiny is written on the last 4 lines
then right on, frank remembered what was written on those 4 lines
if you'll combine all the ending characters (chinese) of each of the 4 lines
use the original letters and it will not really mean anything but if you'll use the sounds of the characters
to make the line sensible
it will come up as LIANG YUAN SHAN MEI
LIANG YUAN SHAN MEI means.......
PREDESTINED MATCH SHAN MEI!!!
frank then realizes that real happiness was right in front of him all along
but its only now that he realized it

[cai jin lai]

shan mei calls him
her eyes sparkling and she smiles beautifully

[zeng shan mei]

frank calls her as well
the 2 were like kids calling out each other's names
no other words were spoken
but actually there was no need
because early on they have found the answers in each other's eyes
frank understands that this is a chance given to him by shan mei
even if their destiny ahead of them is still far
this time
he will not let it go
he will be brave within himself
bravely express what he really feels

the end..................



awwww that was a really beautiful ending... unlike what the tw version showed. haiz... i am so in love with frank right now... i won't let go of him whatever reason is.. haha!!!!

thanks may for this.. i really owe you so so much now. hehe


no rants for me today.. this transcript is enough to make my day...


oxox


=) deah
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Why can't Baidu COOPERATE with me TODAY!!!!!

worse goodie diggin ever!! omg, like baidu is not cooperating with me. I had to wait tons of hours just to download a 1-3 minute video.. dang! why must it today when i am so feeling the urge of searching and hunting ArJoe goodies eh??? cmon! sigh! world really isn't fair.. lol! where did that came from... haha

anyways, anyone who is following my twitter, if there is any.... i wanted to do some shopping today and i did! weeepeee.. i bought the following (these are all from.. where else?? WALMART!! ahaha):

• 2 hooded henleys - $9 each = $18
• [1Price Matched]VIVE Pro Shampoo and Conditioner - $1.99 each = approx. $8
• 3 Pantene Product with coupons (one $1 and another $2.50 coupon if you buy two pantene product) - $4.96 each = approx. $11.50 minus savings
• 3 Xmas themed throws = $3.50 each (my best buy for today) = $10.50
• 1 Sheet Set = $15
• and.. treated my family with KFC dinner.. dang.. glittering $32 bucks... grr

total spending for today: more than a hundred bucks!!! dang.... waaa! just to satisfy my shopping cravings.. lol! well whatever, i just hope i can have a good paycheck this coming 20th of feb. waaa!!!

while waiting for arjoe clips from baidu to finish uploading, i was roaming around youtube and found some interesting arjoe MVs, leehom (maytan's lee hom.. lol) and the SHA GUA MV which i love... but of all this is my uber favourite... everytime i watch it i can't help but tear up! its ZHI SHU's fault.. DAMN YOU ZHI SHU! how can you make me cry.. of happiness... feeling your hurt, your jealousy... omg!!! hehehe...

A Part of Me by Kurt Nilsen

Coming home with the sentence saying
"I've missed you"
And to see your happy face again
There is not a single moment that
I ever think the thought
Of not returning again

Summer went and got pale once more
A brand new city I have to explore
I have been searching for
good answers and wisdom
I keep on coming back with less,
'cause I've lost them

She does not know that a part
of me has left home
Is never ever coming back
There is nothing I can do with that
She does not know that a part
of me has left home
Is never ever coming back
Never ever coming back

There's no sleep for the living nowadays
Hanging in there with a steady course
I can feel it from the back of my spine
I am totally yours

Autumn comes I've seen it before
Another town it's not that fun anymore
I've been searching for those perfect answers
I need you more right now than ever

She does not know
That a part of me has left home
Is never ever coming back
There is nothing I can do with that
She does not know
That a part of me has left home
Is never ever coming back
Never ever coming back

Coming home with the sentence saying
"I've missed you"
And to see your happy face again

She does not know
That a part of me has left home
Is never ever coming back
There is nothing I can do with that
She does not know
That a part of me has left home
Is never ever coming back
Never ever coming back

If you want to see some good arjoe/iswak/tka/lob mv, you can go to this thread in arjoe.net

http://arjoe.net/viewforum.php?f=62

many are recommended there.. =) see you.. need to sleep. its already 5:30am



xo



=) deah
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MIssed and being F - up

talked to marlon over @ ym this morning.. hehe i miss him damn much! lol good thing he already out down my uber disastrous JS pic from his cabin.. I'm gonna kill him if he put that up again.. hehe.. we talked about how we miss our baby egan and also he will try to ask their personnel if he can have a trip to my place. waaa! that would be the very best gift i'll have if its gonna happen. hehe.. went to work, nothin much, again i was left all alone til closing.. oh i forgot, i was stuck there with Chris! haha! sorry dude for forgetting you were with me.. lolz. My parents picked me up though i didn't expect them too. i bought 2 mini wheats.. hehe! vanilla and strawberry.. add it to my collection of Bfast cereals to think i haven't had breakfast eversince a decade ago.. lol! so i might as well call it my snack cereals.. hehe! watched TV til 1am, what programs, errr... like off the leash which is a reality show for those stage dog owners who tries to be a celebrity by using their pets as a medium. lol! i love lola though but... i pity the pets.. i dunno, i'm torn with this program.. and also i was able to watch TMZ lolz.. one of my favourite tabloid show.. haha! expose the musn't exposed! haha! they are now into those grammy awardees. Paul Mcartney is kinda rude.. thumbs down to what he did to this guy who's got this strong accent (i think it is jamaican accent) and then he blurted out to the guy's face "no speak unglish *brit accent* duh! shame on you! who else struck me?? hmmm dang! can't remember.. too sleepy to think about it.. hehe.. and there is this rihanna and chris brown thing.. i am getting sick of it eversince it came out like... wth! the issue is overly exposed all over the world!

well that's it for today.. yays to me... no arjoe stuff.. better be ready for overload arjoe stuffs tomorrow.. heheh!!!

ciao-ness

dg



=) deah
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One of my INUTIL Days...

Inutil = Useless

lolz the best way to describe my day.. except for the video sweeping and a lot of pic downloading, other than that, i'm a big fat inutil today.. lol! tomorrow is back to work which i truly hate.. i am closing again! haiz.. if walmart can only close like everyone else, then i wouldn't bother.. had a hard time cutting clips in WMM.. can someone tell me the fastest way to do it? i pity my wrist right now.. huhu! watched so you think you can dance S4 rerun and they are now on their top 10 cut. waaa! so sad to see Thayne go.. cruel but yeah.. if its me, i would also say what nigel said.. If only we can cut 2 girls instead of one of the guys.. so true!! comfort can't really keep up with the others and she knows it... anyways, that would be the only reality show here in N. America which got me hooked.. so yeah! i can watch it anytime of the day, anyday of the week... hehe... want me to continue????? haha

so since i have a useless day, this will also be a useless post.. i just hafta leave you with juicy arjoe pics... hehehe










last but not the least... my favourite..


awww... aren't they soooo darn cute??? hehe... pics credited to baidu reuploaded in arjoe.net gallery and they are all from HunanTV Promo for TKA and LoB.. more for LoB though but... yeah whatever.. lol!



xoxo


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Some Survey From my Cousin, Homer

How do you pronounce your name?
- DE YA; real name--- ed re ya
Do you know a guy named David?
- yeah, co-worker and also middle name of my best buddy from HS
What about Francis?
- haha tito kong half half
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- it would be ummm.. i really can't remember...
Who was the last person/people you hung out with - Susana
Have you kissed someone in the past week?
- aww miss doing it..
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
- my mom
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
- ahuh... Pilipinas!!
Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
- yay! lol, san kiniss?? haha.. NO
Is anything wrong with your eyes?
- nagbubulagbulagan.. hehe
Has anyone ever sang to you?
- aww oo eh.. pero never did we became an item though i wished.. lol! yay
Missing someone?
- my asawaaaaaaaa
How do you feel about girls smoking?
- nothing really.. just don't blow your smoke in my face then we don't have any problems
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
- guys
Are you busy tomorrow?
- busy goodie-hunting for sure
Are you mad at someone right now?
- no.. i am a lover not a hater.. haha! gbumps!
What time is it?
- gotta be 2:40 am
Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy?
- lolz its gotta be my brother.. he always does that anyways, nothing new though
When was the last time you cried really badly?
- huwaaaa.. i think it was when i was watching episode 11 of lob. dang!
Is your dad a jerk?
- nope.. sometimes i think he is but going back to my senses.. yeah he's not.. but he's MEAN
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
- huwaa! he let me go without a warning.. what i regret is not having the courage to ask WHY!
How long does it take for you to get ready?
- to?!?! sleep??? ahh that's the hardest but sometimes the easiest.. take a pick!
Has someone disappointed you recently? -
- yeah...
Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends?"
- haven't had one but maybe it depends.. sure why not! unfortunately my ex is a jerk
What are the color of your eyes?
- brown
Last night you felt?
- like a zombie.. who is all grinning and screaming.. but a zombie.. try to imagine it.. lol! that's me
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking?
- ahuh.. i can't rest with a smoke..
Were you happy when you woke up today?
- am not happy.. i am excited..
Baseball or football?
- connect the dots please?! but to answer, i prefer football.. all the morbidity and chaos! makes me feell... argggg! lol



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Arjoe MADNESS!!!!!

huwaa! title speaks for itself.. waa! total madness for me.. lol... two days that i wasn`t able to blog was a major zombie mode for me.. OA OA!! heeh... but man! what can i do? i've been missing them so so much.. last night was like omg... one of the sickest goodie hunting i did like every 1 minute i had to reload the baidu page for i might miss some... still i did for.. of course i need to sleep.. lol! dang! the hunan promos was soooooooo satisfying! after all the absence.. missing.. longing.. and all... waa! it was all quenched by their oh-so-good interaction during the event. and we were just talking about the pics.. we haven't touched to juicy interview yet.. waa! made me scream.. Gio told me some of the titillating parts of the whole 7-page interview which she is translating and... dang! if only its easy to call work and tell them am not going.. i am so sure that's what i did this noon. haha! link to the ARJOE HUNAN TV INTERVIEW:

http://arjoe.net/viewtopic.php?p=14281#14281

exclusive for arjoe.net members.. hehe... thanks a bunchie gio *hope you are reading though* anyways, i think this is the main reason why i felt soooooo lazy at work today.. adding up that i haven't took any food on the 1st two hours of my shift.. i was like slacking, not smiling.. i even kept on giving some sarcastic words or moves to my customers... waaa! me so bad... haiz.. anyways, i am so not feeling the urge to go goodie hunting today.. after this i might jump tp my bed and have a good rest.. I miss my booooooooooooooooo so much.. waaa! oh i have to go to my friendster first to check out his new pics.. waa! i might cry.. hehe... i miss him so bad.. what will i do without arjoe???????? they are my only lovelife right now... dang.. ok better go to friendster now.. i might post the pics here.. miss himm.. love you mahal!!!! *lols as if he's gonna be able to read this..*

and finally.. lolz... so many goodbyes for me.. LoB finished airing today.. huhu so sad.. after this what now?!!!!!!!!! waaaaa... am so so sad... not even in a bittersweet mode for i heard the last episode got the lowest ratings but i think the producer deserves it for they never did justice to the staffs hardwork (except for the director whom i detest) especially for ARJOE.. well they are the reason why that series even has ratings anyways.. the story is soooooo good but they made it soooo forcefully short that most of the impt parts are missed. this is the only time where the novel is better than the series.. take note that this is not a manga or from a book.. how do i explain this.. umm.. most of the tw series, after being produced and aired, they make this novel which is like part of the promotion for the series itself. Even TKA have this one... though its already a manga/graphic novel. anyways, hope you get what i am talking about... whew.. that explanation was hard.. lolz... ok this is it... my last sayonara word here... be back again laters or toms... hehe

so long....

check out our gallery in arjoe.net for more arjoe piccus from hunan event. waa! be ready to scream, shout and faint!!! lolzzzz



ox



=) deah
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HUNANTV Preview of Love or Bread

credits to Linyichen.com... pls. don't redistribute... thanks!!!!!

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the subbing is funny especially for joe's voice.. lolz.. can't imagine its him.. omg! it really cracked me up! i think the one dubbing ariel's voice is the one used for her LOCH and TWFX series.. or i may stand to be corrected.. hehe


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my cousin just buzzed me.. goodness... he asked me about math. and not just any math... the area that made my life a living hell... GEOMETRY! i could answer anything other than geometry.. what did i do huh!?!?!?
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A day with susie... hihi

Me and my dear BFF susana went for a day out.. or could also be considered a night out today. We headed for downtown.. dang i miss going there. its been what, more than 3 months or so... could not even remember how long.. I was like, cmon lets just stroll around, find something to splurge into like shop for infant stuffs and so and so.. since she is 2 or 3 months pregnant right now...

we went to spadina.. its like the China town of downtown where you can find all sorts of chinese things... or its better to say, vietnamese things... coz eventhough it may seem that the place is being flocked by Chinese ppl, but in reality there are more viets in that place than chinese.. better not explore that area.. lol! don't wanna get in trouble... hahhaah

so we saw this fruit stand and waa! we saw some LANSONEZ omg i was so excited coz its the 1st time to see that fruit here in Canada.. yeah i am not a frequent fruit-shopper so pardon the ignorance. We bargained it for $4 per lb though we were able to get it for that amount.. adding up the tax and all, we still ended up paying more than 5bucks.. sucks!! well CANADA = HIGH TAX so better not complain.. i will not get anything from it though... heheh

Then Susana's hubby called and asked us to stay first in a nearby mall which is full of.. again.. chinese merchandise and stores.. I was drawn to this stall who sells gift items and decided to go there to buy some cutie cutie stuffs which i really really dig (why do i have to say words twice?!!? lol) and also i remembered i have to buy gift for my ninong's daughter who will have her birthday tomorrow... so when i checked my bag for my wallet... tadaaa!!! its not there... and i realized my bad is open.. huwaaaaaa omg i freaked out.. imagine the embarrassment i'll get if ever i try to buy some stuffs then seeing my wallet is not there!! waa! so much for me being QUEEN OF MEMORY GAPS!!! lolz.. i was so bothered by this that my day is ruined.. all my energy drained like water in the sink... well instead of me treating my friend, it ended with her and her hubby paying for food.. we ate in this Vietnamese Resto, dang! the food is sooo filling! and cheap.. but still I am sooo embarrassed i tell you.. adding up the thought that my wallet might be stolen instead of me leaving it at home... waaa! The taste of the food in a way, helped me forgot the disaster that happened.. then we ended the day and they gave me a lift to my pad... when we arrived at my place, i rushed to my room and... THANK GOD! its just there.. near my shoe rack... i was screaming my lungs out of gladness! haha! and my dad freaked out.. lol! crazy indeed...

here are some photos from our spadina trip.. hehehe

lol.. emo mode here... on my way to STC to wait for Susie

and here are my photo trippings while in front of my pc.. waiting for someone to buzz me.. hehehe....







hehe..lolz... i am in the mood for pic spamming today.. hehe.. can't wait for the HUNAN VISIT OF ARJOE later... omg... i might be teary eyed if i see them again together.. its been so long! waaaaaaaaaaa....

*screams and faints are meant to be ignored by the reader.. gomenasai


ox

=) deah
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ARJOE ICONS

new arjoe/joe icons.... i just made them this afternoon due to me missing arjoe so much!!! can't wait for feb 7 and also for TKA villa to finish subbing LoB epi7.. made me cry loads yesterday night....

and this very cute avie of joe cheng.. aww! i really find this so cute!!!!

hope to make more..... hihi... joe is such a cutie!!!!!!!!



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Updated my ARJOE FANFIC list

hihi added 3 more arjoe fanfics that i really enjoyed. To all arjoe angels who are now having a hard time coping up with arjoe's absence in the limelight, you can settle by reading these stories.... Unfortunately, there were not that much of arjoe fanfics made.. makes me really sad especially now! if you go to winglin, before you can see 2 or 3 fanfics in the 1st page that circles ariel and joe but now, waaaaaaaa...... If only i can write stories, gosh! i would really share it to the world. Right now, i am sooo getting pissed with my dvd player.. dang! i already converted all my tka subbed files but yet it still won't play! what more must i do?!?!?!?! huhuhu! so sad!!!!!

so now what, i was here at home the whole day doing nothing... actually i did some icons, will post it after this... hehe.. wish i would be more productive tomorrow.

SHOUT OUT! anyone who's reading my blog, if you also have a blogger blog or any blog, i wanna request if we could exchange links... i'm very willing to add you in my blogroll... and hope you could add me too...

hao lah!!! xie xie guys... bye bye....


ox



=) deah
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Frank made me cry loads...

RIght now i am still crying while typing.. dang... frank really made me teary unstoppable. i can't even understand what i am watching for there's still no subs for all parts of lob but still i can feel frank's pain... waaaa! joe is really a remarkable actor. no words... i wish i could watch episode 11 with subs soon. i really want to. I am also crying coz i am thinking after lob, then what??? when will we see arjoe together again? waaa! made me sad again... ok gotta go, almost 5am here but still crying... haizzz.... i wasn't able to do anything today, just watched LoB, went to work this afternoon... ate toonie tuesday from KFC.. of course! heheeh...

i will just leave you a very very nicely done piano cover of Ariel Lin's NI (YOU) which is the closing song of THEY KISS AGAIN... you can sing along with the lyrics below... get enchanted with her piece... sigh! its so good!

片尾曲《你》"Ni"
词曲:蓝又时
演唱:林依晨 Ariel

風輕輕 我聽見你聲音
Feng qing qing wo ting jian ni sheng yin
The wind is blowing softly ~ I heard your voice

你對著我叮嚀 要注意自己的心情
Ni dui zhe wo ding ning yao zhui yi zi ji de xin qing
You are urging me ~ To be careful with my mood

雨輕輕 我聽見你聲音
Yu qing qing wo ting jian ni sheng yin
The rain is falling softly ~ I heard your voice

你拿著傘靠近 為我遮著風擋著雨
Ni na zhe san kao jin wei wo zhe zhe feng dang zhe yu
You are holding the umbrella ~ To shield me from the wind and rain

一點點想哭泣一點點想著你
Yi dian dian xiang ku qi yi dian dian xiang zhe ni
Feel a little bit like crying ~ Feel a little bit like missing you

你的愛很珍惜 我總依賴著你的記憶
Ni de ai hen chen xi wo zong yi lai zhe ni de ji yi
Very appreciate your love ~ I would always depend on your memories

你就像風在說話 順著我方向
Ni jiu xiang feng zai shuo hua shun zhe wo fang xiang
Your words are just like the wind ~ Flowing towards my direction

你就像海中的波浪 堆著我成長
Ni jiu xiang hai zhong de po lang tui zhe wo cheng chang
You are just like the waves from the sea ~ pushing me to develop

我明白你的回答 溫柔的對話
Wo ming bai ni de hui da wen rou de dui hua
I understand you answer ~ those soft conversations

愛情其實沒有辦法 不被感動吧 我不說謊
Ai qing qi shi mei you ban fa bu bei gan dong ba wo bu shuo huang
Actually it’s hard not to be touched by love ~ I won’t lie

風輕輕 我聽見你聲音
Feng qing qing wo ting jian ni sheng yin
The wind is blowing softly ~ I heard your voice

你對著我叮嚀 要注意自己的心情
Ni dui zhe wo ding ning yao zhui yi zi ji de xin qing
You are urging me ~ To be careful with my mood

雨輕輕 我聽見你聲音
Yu qing qing wo ting jian ni sheng yin
The rain is falling softly ~ I heard your voice

你拿著傘靠近 為我遮著風擋著雨
Ni na zhe san kao jin wei wo zhe zhe feng dang zhe yu
You are holding the umbrella ~ To shield me from the wind and rain

credits:
video - TubeBabiee
Lyrics and Translations - Kassy @ Arjoe.net

ox



=) deah
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Another Round of ARJOE FANARTS

Made new ones last night when all of my other programs in my PC are slowing... PS is the only one that's working a hundred percent! at least i was able to complete 3-4 tasks that im supposed to do yesterday... yays to me! hehe...







hehe i don't know if its all ok.. but hihi... i am quite satisfied. I am still learning on how to blend 2 images and also the colourization... its kinda hard!!!! that's all for me right now... i have work in less than 3 hours so i may be back later on.. I am on the mood of making fanarts. I am gonna try making gifs later.. woohoo!! i remember i was able to watch a tutorial on how to do it in YT. Still have to search for it.. anyways.. babushkiiii.......


arjoe note:
Ariel and joe will be going to HUNANtv to promote TKA and LOB on Feb. 7!! woohoo... to know more, visit this link:

http://arjoe.net/viewtopic.php?t=3104&highlight=

you need to be signed in/logged in to view it. Kassy also posted some links on how to leave questions for those two to answe *exciting* and where to watch them live! all chinese though.. haizz..... anyways, that's it!

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Shall We Dance????

I just finished watching SHALL WE DANCE movie starring Richard Gere, Jennifer Lopez and Susan Sarandon. I felt warm inside after watching it. here's my thoughts regarding the movie.

Letting go of that something which is holding you back to have complete happiness. Freeing yourself with pretence and be in a place which will let you be free and happy. Its not easy to do so especially being against the judgement of your surroundings. I also want to feel that selfless happiness that the male character had after finding what he really wants, enjoyed every second of it and just let it all out.

I hope someday, i can also gain that feeling of freedom.. to be with the people whom i love the most.. and also being loved and receive affection and true happiness without pretences.

Truly, i am thankful that i gave 2 hours of my time to watch that good and nice film. I have a thing for dancing and i really really want to try it out soon. I don't know if i can succeed but maybe that's what i am telling eira. I need a medium for me to explore what I truly am and what really am i capable of doing. I am not saying i am not happy right now.. coz really i am especially when i am here in front of my PC talking with people who shares the same interest. I have more online buddies that real friends to tell you... I treasure them a lot for sure. But still i am looking for my own essence in this planet as a human not only as an AVATAR (lol). So I hope i can start working on myself too though i don't know where to start.. So grateful for that movie.. it inspired me... anyways, too emotional for me... i just have to spill out this emotions coz i think its really something to be remembered and to be inspired of. So am stopping now..


c yah!!!


ox



=) deah
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Listening to BUBBLY....

hihi i know, i suck in making titles.. lol! can't think of any so just stick with that. hmmm i haven't updates stuffs here for a while and really glad that someone is going here in my blog and that'll do it for me.... HUGS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you made me love updating even more. So what's new.. the past few days were really a rollercoaster ride for me.. being a netizen and being a citizen (umm or lets say immigrant?!?! lol.. leave and ignore) Gio's joe escapades give me joys for we are exchanging texts. she was able to see joe ACT LIVE! waaa! how i wish i could do that too. Like no. 1 in my wishlist right now is to be able to go in taiwan and watch him perform there live in april.. being that as my ultimate wish at the same time, that's the most impossible thing that can happen for me. huuhuhu.. expenses makes it impossible. waaaa! i am so wanna cry right now... huhu.. *bawls like a baby* waaaaaaaaaa

then, there was this #&&#@! member of our site who pretends to be something she's not! dang! i am soo pissed with this creature. imagine fooling us all! i am not buying the cousin thing for i already saw A LOT of instances where they made use of cousin as an excuse if ever their stupid act got busted. Go and find other forums to hangout with or ppl to fool and stay away from our site.. If she won't appear tonight and explain the hell out of her then I am going to BAN HER from our site.. that girl needs some spanking... or if she really is a girl. waaa!

and, there is this unfortunate thing that happened to the arjoe community. I won't say it here for i think those guys want this thing private and i don't want to include more pain. I just want to say that keep it up guys! God has a better plan for things.. Take things positively and i am glad that you are still together right now. I am so speechless right now coz giving out words might lead into something... so i better stop. Just remember that we will support TKA VILLA always... and JIA YOU!!!

Carry on... I had my first taste of argument with a customer yesterday. This chinese guy.. he thinks he could just scream and make the whole world think he's the boss.. well not me idiot! I am just doing my job and like what the hell?? he just slams his stuffs and like whine and whine there like a stupid son of a $&*#$!! man, whenever i think about what he did i can't stop swearing all over. not appropriate for babies ok.... R-18... hehehe...

lets go to the brighter side... at last! yesterday the 11th episode of love or bread was aired... yipee! though i haven't seen the last episode yet but i already know the gist of the things that happened and will be happening as the story ends next week, omgosh.. thinking of it makes me soo sad coz it means another chapter of arjoe ended and again.. will have arjoe withdrawal! when can we see them together? i have no idea...... huhuhu... episode 11 lead to may being the pink bunny of the energizer commercial.. haha! loves you girl.. that cracked me up when i read that from our shoutbox. hope you'll not get tired of carrying the big drum thing.. lol! and the shades! hahahaah! i am so imagining it right now.. i know, im dead if ever she would read this.. hahah!

more brighter side... hehe.. again i did SHOPPING! lol... i bought this 5 for $10 socks or better termed it as feet mittens from my favourite shop.. ARDENE! hehe... lol! its so cute coz it has this small extensions made for your toe fingers.. haha! i have one of these before and its my favourite of all my socks.. now i have 5 more to enjoy. haha! Another, bought eye shadows to add to my collection of shades.. hope i can use it soon! lol! i got this thing for blue shades right now.. before i only go for earth colors like mauve, brown, khaki.. etc.. hihi.. i'm beginning to be a girl now *scary* hahaa! and darararam..... a bag of loooties from lancome.. if you buy $34 worth of lancome products, you get this purse with lovely pink cosmetic bags.. yes, there are 2 of em inside.. and it doesn't stop there.. you get 2 shades of lipstick, mascara, moisturizer, eyeshadow, facial cleanser.. and night cream! wow! this is really a good deal... umm actually my mom bought the $34 thing and i got the looties... hahah!! love it! I really wanted shopping to be an official sport now.. I can bring gold to Canada.. haha! unfortunately.. i am just an immigrant, maybe just give the glory to Philippines?!?! omgosh! am getting delusional... STOP ME,...

Right now, my goal is to be able to do all my tasks...... listing it:

• finish the sweeping of files... may gave me a deadline and it will be.. umm.. today! yeah.. better start it up...
• to wash my pile of laundry... waaaaaaaa my mom won't stop bugging me
• make some Photoshop Fanarts... i so wanna add more icons... i am still thinking if i should make a banner for Valentines.. what do you think??
• continue converting my TKA episodes to MP4 so i can eventually watch it in my dvd
• go goodie-hunting... i am so wanting more arjoe now.. waaaaaaaaaaaa
• watch Love or Bread!!!!!!
  

there.. lol... i think there are still lots that i need to do but can't think of it now. hope not to forget them.. to think i have this bad memory gap syndrome, may termed me as the QUEEN OF MEMORY GAPS... yay!!! hahah!!!

anyways, that's my novel for today.. hope to post again soon... laters....


shouts to KAREN, KERSTIN and to others who pays a visit here in my blog... luv yah little sisters... hehe.. am so lame... lol!




oxox



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